Alchemy is one of my favorite words because it explains the transformation of our energy from pain to healing and it’s all done through intention.
Letting go of who I thought I was and leaving the shadows behind, I turned my face to the light and closed my eyes thanking her for never giving up on me as she whispered welcome home dear one I knew you would arrive in your own time.
And so it was that I found my own inner strength through the tragedies of my own life and I learned how to turn my traumas into triumphs.
Finally being brave enough to battle all of the things that I’d been avoiding my entire life. I let go of all the things that I was NOT and I walked straight into the fire of my own pain.
And no it wasn’t easy and it sure as hell wasn’t pretty. It was ugly and heart wrenching and heart breaking and it hurt to be still with all that I’ve avoided.
But it was truly in the middle of the dark that I was able to find a glimmer of my own infinite light. I found all the things that had been holding me back and I got real with myself.
I stopped blaming everyone else for what was and for what was happening to me and I completely owned it all.
And while it might have been one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do, the love that I feel now was most certainly worth all of the pain the I felt.
We don’t understand that we are running from ourselves looking for the love outside of us that we must first give to ourselves, if we want to create something new.
I’m a beautiful soul that has been placed here to share her light and her love with the world. I promise to be different then the world and to speak to truth to bullshit, but to do it eloquently per my girl Brene’ Brown.
I am proud of who I am, where I come from and every single thing that’s helped make me who I am today.
For without each and every single experience I wouldn’t be able to love with my entire heart.
💜 Tay Tay