Today I wanted to remind you that your human and with that comes good days and bad. I’ve really been consumed in a negative way by all that’s been going on in the world.
And even though I know there’s nothing I can do about it, for some reason I choose to feed the darkness. Scrolling through my Facebook being triggered by a bunch of nonsense is not a part of my healthy spiritual routine, but the addiction is bigger then me.
I am drained and in zombie mode when I keep picking up my phone. I am in essence it’s bitch, and I’m not ok with that. Admitting it is only half the battle because now I have to undo all that I’ve done.
I have to stop feeding the monster and start feeding my heart. I write to you to share my truths hoping you find yourself there. Admitting any addiction isn’t easy, and only those with the biggest spirits actually overcome their own darkness.
So with that being said, I’ve survived every single bad thing that’s ever happened to me, and I will kick this useless habit in the ass. I will stop disconnecting from myself and my family and I will learn to show up differently.
I realized the other day how much my Facebook was like high school and I hated high school. I’m going to be commenting way less and only focusing on my businesses and my writing.
You can overcome anything also, but first you have to admit it to yourself. You are human dear one and it’s ok to show up for you in a brand new way in 2021.
I love you
You’ve got this