Hello beautiful souls! I am on vacation for 10 days with my amazing husband and to say I’m in thank you mode is an understatement.
I am so in my feels because in 2 short weeks I’m about to graduate from YTT and it’s a dream that’s been on my heart for many years.
I wanted to teach self love for many years but the time wasn’t right, and now I know why. Gods plans are always so much better then my plans. He knew what studio he wanted me at and exactly when I would be there. He hand picked my teacher and all of my sisters of light to see me through this journey.
It took me exactly 46 years to learn how to love ALL of me, and now I just wanted to say thank you. It’s my prayer lately to God, instead of asking for things I’ve just learned to be in love with all that I have.
And please don’t think for one single second that I haven’t been through complete and total darkness to get here, because it’s the only way to get to the light. Anyone who is where I am now will gladly tell you that it is all of hurts that help get you where
I had to work my way through many different struggles, but that’s how you know your finally healed. It’s when you’ve transformed all of your pain into love and now you get to help others do the same.
I am so thankful that things didn’t work out the way I wanted them to, or I would never be writing to you today.
Thank you to those of you who truly showed up last year for me. I’ll even say thank you to those of you who didn’t show up, because I learned a huge lesson there as well.
Thank you to my husband for allowing me to follow my crazy dreams and for letting me be me. Thank you to my son for allowing me the opportunity to be your momma, I’ve learned so much about love simply by watching you grow. To my beautiful daughter, thank you for teaching me about patience and perseverance and about being true to you. To my momma, thank you for holding space for me always to grow and to become the woman I was created to be. To my best friends, thank you for being my friend, I love you all for various reasons. I don’t let many people in, even though they think they know it all. Being my friend is complicated and rewarding at the same time, because I love with ALL of my heart, and I expect the same loyalty. But you’ve all been absolutely perfect no matter the circumstance.
Thank you Tessa for allowing me the opportunity to influence your beautiful heart and spirit. And last but not least thank you Tatum for reminding me all about the Magic that’s still inside me. Every single time I’m with you I wonder how I lived so long without you.
Thank you for all the good and the bad because I simply couldn’t be Tavia without ALL of the things.
I’m crying as I write this, but I promise you they are tears of joy. You know I always tell you that your tears are the words that your soul can’t speak.
I am exactly where I need to be and I am beyond blessed to have you all in my life.
💜 Tay Tay