After the storm you won’t be the same

Good Morning Beautiful Souls💡

I’m coming to you from a place of gratitude this morning. As I’m sitting on my couch counting my blessings I have to be honest with you and tell you that during this time last year I was in a completely different place.

I’m coming up on the anniversary of my accident and it’s kind of scaring me a little bit.

I had 3 awful things happening at the exact same time and I don’t even know how I kept going.

That’s the fucking truth!

I was merely surviving all of the pain but I wasn’t necessarily present. However this year is totally different, which is why I had to write you.

There are going to be times in your life when everything you can possibly imagine begins to go wrong. You won’t even know how your going to make it through each day. But somehow you muster up the courage to keep going.

I didn’t feel like I could go on at certain times, because my body was weak and it needed a break.

But my spirit is truly what kept me alive. It wouldn’t let my light go out completely. Even when I was horribly disfigured and I smelled like death, I still managed to keep going.

Even as I watched 2 people I love fade away from me. Even as I slept in a room at my moms house for almost a year, I just kept going.

This year I’m writing a different chapter, because I was brave enough to take action and change my story.

When you are alone and afraid and it’s so dark that you can’t even see, understand this sweet friend, one day things will change.

If you keep going and you stay connected to those you love you will Survive. And not only will you survive the storms but when you come out on the other side you will no longer be a victim you will have become a warrior.

You cannot do life alone. You will need to lean on others when you feel weak and it takes a strong person to ask for help.

But you are worthy of an amazing and magical life full of love. You will never be the same and that’s perfectly ok, because as you can see in the above picture, my light shines brighter then it ever has.

My happy comes from a place inside me and I won’t ever give my power away again.

My friends saw me through the darkness and now I hope I can help you find your way back to the light.

This years going to be my most magical year ever and you better believe that I’ll be giving all the good karma back to the world.

Do not judge. You don’t know what storms I’ve asked her to walk through! God

You are more then your silly thoughts, your dumb mistakes, or the failures in your life. You are an amazing soul with a unique light that no one else in this entire world has, and I’m going to teach you how to shine after the storm.

💜 Tay Tay

Peace God Bless Namaste


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