I finally realized safe wasn’t going to result in the love that I wanted

You can change your entire life in just a year if you’re willing to put in the work.

How do I know?

Because I just did this very thing.

I took immediate action to change the things that were making me unhappy. And instead of complaining and remaining the victim of my life I took all the steps necessary to heal my heart and to move forward.

I stopped blaming everyone’s else and I got real with myself. I quit every single thing and person that brought negativity to my life. I quit trying to make other people happy.

I quit trying to be something that I wasn’t and I stopped running from myself and from my fears.

I literally destroyed all the parts of myself that kept me small. The defense mechanisms I had learned through out my life to cope. I began to take all the walls down that were there to keep me safe, because I finally realized that safe wasn’t going to result in the love that I wanted.

Changing my life is one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do, simply because it’s not easy to get past your own bullshit.

We are our own worst enemies. We think we know what’s best, which is exactly why we perpetuate the same cycle over and over again for our entire lives. But that’s your ego friends and you don’t want to live your life in your ego, you want to live it in your heart.

I’m here to tell you that if you want to change your life you can do it. It won’t be easy and won’t be pretty. In fact there was so much anger and hurt and rejection inside of me that I was down right mean for a while.

However, it was one of the many steps in healing my heart. We all go through different stages when we are changing, and we all blossom in our time.

I won’t live a life full of regrets, because I had to experience every single situation exactly the way that it happened in order to be the person that I am today.

There’s no wrongs on my path only lessons and acceptance and letting go. I wish that I could make you take the action you need to bring the change but I simply can’t.

I can only help guide you and encourage you and teach you that your worth more love then you can ever imagine.

Your keeping yourself small because your afraid your unworthy of more, but you my beautiful souls are the epitome of unconditional love and presence and you need to find your light and let it shine.

May you make October your bitch and come this time next year may we be celebrating your new achievements together!

Baby your worth it!

💜 Tay Tay

Peace God Bless Namaste


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