The one that you we’re meant to be

Good morning beautiful souls

I’ve got lots on my heart 💜 to share with you today so here it is.

There are going to be times in your life that are going to leave you feeling completely lost and alone.

These times will be so dark that you wont even be able to see the light. You won’t even remember what it feels like to be anything but sad and alone.

It will feel as though you’ve lost everything and everyone and it’s going to be so scary because you’ve never felt this way in your entire life.

Everything that you thought you knew to be true is no longer the way that it seemed. It’s as though all of your life dreams have turned into nightmares.

Your going to want to make the hurt go away and your going to want to make it all stop, but you can’t.

You must be willing to let go of the life you’ve created and believe that one day everything’s going to be all right.

The darkness sucks you guys and I know because I’ve lived in the dark for almost an entire year.

And I don’t like it anymore then you do. In fact I wish it didn’t have to be dark ever, but then I’m not the one who’s truly in control am I?

Even though the darkness sucks we can’t have light without dark. We can’t become who we’re supposed to be until we’ve been completely broken.

I get it that you had dreams and plans and hopes of a future, but those things aren’t yours to hold onto anymore.

I’m far from perfect but I’m as real as they come and I love with my entire heart not just the broken pieces.

I know that I’ve made mistakes in the past and that I sometimes operate out of fear instead of love, but I’m a work in progress just like you.

So the next time you want to run away from the darkness I want you to remember my story. I want you to remember the girl who somehow always finds her way back to the light.

I want you to remember when I lost my marriage and my teeth and my best friend but I somehow kept going.

I stumbled but I never quit.

I want you to know when your hurting the most your souls actually transforming the pain into love.

It’s in the dark that you will find your true self. The one without the masks.

The one that doesn’t control.

The one that loves.

The one that you we’re meant to be before your heart was written on.

💜 Tay Tay


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