Oh May………..

Mays a little bit all over the place for me. I’m so excited to share with you that next week I’m going to finally finish the process of getting my implants and my teeth will be back to normal for the first time in 6 months.

I can’t even fathom it if I’m being honest. It’s been such a freaking long process, the whole damn accident to now. The fractured septum only caused things to heal that much slower but thank god I only needed one surgery instead of 2 that night.

My grand daughter looks way cuter without her front teeth then I do. Miss Tatum rocks her smile on the daily.

I have some big ass teeth, it looks like I’m missing about 4 of them for real! Ha ha ha!

But next week it will finally be over. I don’t know what’s comfortable anymore as the quote below says. Forget safety and live where you fear. And I’m doing exactly that.

My birthdays this month and that makes me super excited. I don’t want to hear no shit about getting older, because I wholeheartedly embrace every single moment that I’ve been given.

It’s a freaking miracle that you were even born in the first place and if you don’t think so go find Gary V and let him set you straight. Life’s short as hell and you don’t know what’s coming tomorrow, so don’t leave anything unsaid.

If I could ask you to pray for my beautiful friend Renee and her family it would mean the world to me. There’s such power in our words and our energy that we must be conscious of what we’re saying and how we’re saying it.

Mindlessly talking about things won’t help them, but the power of prayer and positive intentions are out of this world. What we speak of we give energy to. It’s the universal law of attraction.

I wish I could stop time and speed it up. I wish that I could do more to help make things different. I wish that all of these things didn’t have to occur at the same time, but I realize that’s just the way life is.

Sometimes it amazing and fun and full of light and laughter. And then other times it’s like a shit storm that just won’t stop. And just when your silly enough to ask what’s could possibly happen next? Your smacked right in the face with another crisis.

But no matter what happens I know that I will be ok. I know that we will be ok. That the storms are here for now, but eventually they have to pass us by. I fully understand that these are Gods plans and not my plans and I’ve learned to surrender daily to him.

For without surrender and acceptance I would surely go crazy. It’s a lot what I’m facing in my life but it’s a lot what everyone has to go through.

I’m thankful for the love and unconditional support I get from my crew. It’s where I get my strength right now from all of you. Every single thing you do for me or with me makes my heart full of love.