An open letter to my fucking fabulous tribe πŸ§˜β€β™€οΈ

Dear friends,

I know I’ve not been myself lately, but the truth of the matter is that I don’t really want to be that old girl anyways.

But the parts of me that you love and adore are still inside of me I promise. I know there are times when your proud of me and there are other times when your worried about me and I just wanted to say thank you.

Thanks showing up for me!

I’m 100% confident when I say I wouldn’t be able to be who I am without all of you.

I’ve never gotten a divorce before and I’ve sure as hell not been toothless as an adult. It’s my first time living in my moms house as a grown ass woman. In fact I’m experiencing so many firsts sometimes I’m on overload.

I can’t even tell you if I’m winning because I have nothing to compare it to. Im just doing it all day every day and I wouldn’t be able to do it without all of you.

Every single person in my life is seeing me through. It doesn’t matter how close we are, what truly matters are the actions that each of you take to let me know you care.

The texts

the presents

the presence

the laughter

the dates

the shenanigans

the tears

the food

The Dranks

The exercise

the friendship, and so fucking much more.

Some days I’m in the fog feeling heavy and weighed down by the grief that I’m experiencing and other days I find myself singing in the shower again.

I’m not sure if I’ve told you how much I appreciate you and your presence in my life.

I’m not sure if I’ve verbalized it enough but I love you and everything that you do for me.

I love my relationship with each and every single one of you.

It’s easy to be friends with someone when life’s easy and fun, but those who are willing to sit in the dark with you are keepers.

I’m more then half way through all of it. Just a few more months of the meantime and then this crazy year will be behind me.

But I see why God put you all in my life!

He knew exactly what kind of tribe it would take to endure this year and he lined you up all perfectly.

One day very soon I’m going to be myself again, or actually a fucking better version of myself!

Soon I’ll singing again all day every day. I’ll be making you smile and laugh and forget about your bad day and I’ll remind you why we’re friends in the first place.

To my Tribe I love you ❀️

I thank you and I can’t wait

To see where the summer leads me

Cray cray Tay Tay is returning slowly but surely

πŸ’œ Tay Tay

Your spiritual badass warrior under construction thankful for the best tribe in the entire universe


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