This is real life friends
And I share because God wants you to know your not alone.
Last year we became members of our church together after 10 long years of attending.
This year at the very same time my marriage is ending.
I sure as hell didn’t see this coming but when I look back over the last couple of years I see that God was preparing me for this battle.
He was using my writing to help heal my heart and by doing so I was able to find the light and the love again.
Our plans never go the way we think they should and that’s because we’re all broken humans.
Don’t feel sorry for me instead be happy that I was strong enough to make the changes that needed to occur.
I’m eternally grateful for all the friends and family that I have because their love sees me through.
I will always and forever love the man I spent 20 years with 💜 It’s just time for me to experience a deeper level of love and commitment from someone who’s able to love me differently.
Leaving isn’t easy but staying isn’t happy isn’t healthy and isn’t a union between 2 people 🤷♀️
Being brave in the midst of the unknown is a little bit overwhelming and a little bit scary, but the feelings I’ve had so far are worth it.
Everything happens for a reason even if you don’t understand it 💜