I have so much to say but I can’t find the words

I’m at a complete loss💜 My heart is breaking but I know God has a plan for me.

I want to write it all out, but I’m not sure where I would even begin. So I will just say this, I’ve lived, I’ve loved, I’ve learned. I’ve been hurt and I’ve cause hurt. I’ve forgiven, but I haven’t forgotten.

I am more than my feelings! I am more than my hurts. I am beautiful but I am broken. I am strong but I am weak. I can see but I am blind. I’m afraid but I’m brave. I’m lost but I am found. I’m the light and the dark. All of these things exist inside me, and I will learn how to foster the good, and release the fears. One day at a time. One layer at a time. Until one day there’s nothing but light left, and I’m able to share it with the world.

I am complicated and worthy and I am the daughter of the one true king. I am not my failures and I’m not my successes. I am sad but I know that I’ve never had an easy life, and I never will. Easy doesn’t exist with Tav, it’s something I’ve had to create.

I know that sometimes when it feels as though I’m being buried, I’m actually being planted. I know that this too shall pass.

Another scar on my heart another battle to make me stronger 💜shattered but able to be put back together…………………shamed but knowing that’s the work of the devil🙅‍♀️and I need to turn to my God

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